No one answers

It’s frightening to look to the future
and it’s sad to took at the past
How do you grieve for someone
who is still with you.
Scared and alone with my thoughts
my heart breaks, anger fills me,
and I sit in silence, I hear no answers.
The good days are such a blessing,
The bad days are hell.
I can only say yet another one
of my many prayers, there will
be silence, but I know it will be heard.